Monday, April 21, 2014

you’re such a pretty, pretty, pretty, pretty face,
but you turned into a pretty big waste of my time.

Sunday, April 20, 2014

What you know bout Easter?

While many people are talking about a resurrection, I was part of a team that made one happen…just another day as a first responder

Monday, April 14, 2014

CVFD

Phase 1 testing done…now I can stop dreaming about it (sigh) :)

Tuesday, April 1, 2014

elliesjoy:

Midas Touch - Ellie Goulding x BURNS

Thursday, February 27, 2014

"Give no Quarter," is the order -Life

It is amazing how much unhappiness I have to go through in order to try to be happy. And on top of that the happiness I seek isn’t guaranteed. My nights are days and most of the time my days are days too. I work almost everyday. The job I do get paid for I hate and think doesn’t pay enough while the job i don’t get paid for I like and I know doesn’t pay. In order to get that job to pay I will be getting certified which will kill even more of the time I don’t have causing my already nonexistant social life to be reduced further. Which by the way is the main reason I’m unhappy.

So why do I even bother when I coulda made paper singing papers to people with my current type of problem? I’m drowning and no one is there to save me cause no one cares, I don’t see much point in gasping for air, when my life compares to death.

Tuesday, February 18, 2014

Take 2

I had a dream that I have had before. While dreaming I recalled how the dream ended the first time and was able to change the outcome. Chalk up 3 more to my dream body count

Wednesday, February 5, 2014
I thought about killing myself earlier so I slept it off, but this was the first song that pandora played when I woke up…

I thought about killing myself earlier so I slept it off, but this was the first song that pandora played when I woke up…

Smh

I have no game but a slow game no wonder I’m playing by myself

Thursday, January 30, 2014

I crack myself up

No one really looks up to me…well except little kids but that is due less to admiration and more to elevation

Saturday, January 25, 2014

Days like today, I either need more love or less heart